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Muriel M's avatar

I did not know you were a fellow Canadian, and London, Ontario no less. We are almost neighbours. Happy New Year and may each dawn and each poem that rises in you be a blessing.

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Alicia Kwon's avatar

I love what is written about the surging wave, feeling like you might drown. This is according to all intuitive accounts going to be a huge, massive year full of potential and it's going to be fucking intense out there. More faux and natural "excitement" are predicted, as well as an opportunity to really rise as one Hu, beyond the oppression in all forms from gov, esp. Last night I was thinking of the New Year and I felt...I don't want to be pummeled another year, as I've felt that last few. Then this memory came to me: 20 years ago my hubby and I were in Hawaii to get engaged officially and tell his family. We went to Little Beach. Finding a spot away from the sharp edges of the rocks, we started to ride the waves. It was my first time body surfing, at least that I could remember. I got the hang of it and was having fun. Then all of a sudden there was a really epically (to me) big wave. My husband – then fiance called out, “It’s too late.” I started running through the water as fast as I could with it up to my thighs. Soon the wave crashed into me, sending me hurtling in the water like an olympic gymnast with no landing plan and no knowledge of how her body was spinning, twisting and careening through watery space. It pummeled me so hard I wondered if I would survive. I knew better than to fight it. Water and sand were up my nose, and I was out of air by the time I was allowed to surface. I was fine. No worse for the wear, other than a bit shocked.

My husband – at that time fiance – had assumed I knew, as he did, that the natural inference of “It’s too late” is that you have to dive under the wave.

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